If I could turn back time, I wouldn\'t if I could,
Though some things would be better if I would,
I live without regrets, knowing I am being lead,
If going on my own whims, I would honestly be dead,
I would have ended it all, but I listened to a powerful voice,
He gave me purpose and gave me a choice,
I could stay where I was and keep moving as I was,
Or I could follow God and trust in His cause,
I have led many to Christ since on this endeavor,
Would I turn my back on my Lord, never,
I lost something I love more than life itself,
But to show my dedication to the Lord , it couldn\'t be helped,
I look back at how,
I could have gone so long without fully trusting in God, but look at me now,
Some will never understand why I did what I had done,
But my life was at stake, and now I have truly won!