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How many times

They always told me I am strong and kind,

that's what I keep in my heart and mind,

never losing hope and faith everytime that I fall,

because I know my world spins like a ball.

 

But even if I know I can do it,

There always comes a time I feel to quit.

 

How many times do I need to do it,

yet I know sometimes I will stuck into pit,

there's a hole in my heart something was missing,

could it be you, the one that I'm finding.

 

Tears began to fall right down to my cheeks,

will I find the answers on what I seeks,

just like a cool wind that shivers my body,

I lost confidence and feels like a nobody.

 

Sometimes in life you need to lie and pretend,

Remembering how fun things are, it has to end.

 

How many times do I need to get hurt,

stand up and clean up myself from the dirt, 

I'm trying so hard to get what I want,

this life of mine without you was so insignificant.