There are days when sorrow fills every cell in my body
Those days the worst
There’s a lump in my throat
And an ache so deep in my chest
It feels like someone has a hand on my heart
Those are the days that I need you most
I know that you holding me would calm me down
But because you don’t want me
And I can’t have you
The thought of you holding me only makes my sadness worse
Even the thought of your lips on my forehead
And your gentle arms around me
Is enough to send me spiraling
The memory of what we might have been
Still haunts me to this day