I don\'t see it
I can\'t see a future
With me in it
I just have this aching emptiness
And it\'s exhausting
I\'m tired of feeling this way
I remember praying for this
Thinking anything was better than the pain
But I know now
That I was wrong
This emptiness is far worse
I need to hurt
I need to bleed
I need to know that I\'m alive
Because I feel more dead than alive right now
And as terrifying as that should be
I just can\'t feel
I have no desire to go on
There\'s nothing left
It\'s all gone
It\'s all gone