Laxcrosse

To an ex-lover

What is darkness without light?

Without comparison what shines bright?

So to what do compare my epiphany tonight?

To learn that you’re the shadow of light,

That you provide the ideal sight,

For what it is to cry and fight,

But also say i love you every night.

 

The highs were high

The lows were low

And all the time we learned to grow

To grow from the shambles and pain and despair

To start anew, despite previous repairs

To learn to forgive and try not to care

While seeds of distrust were always sown there.

 

The unfortunate thing about breaking the loop

Is the fact there is always a swoop

Of doubt or pain or longing

To reclaim that sense of belonging

That was sacrificed by previous deeds

Over and over, or so it seems

 

So what is the purpose to write such a poem,

To capture my feelings so others might know them.

Maybe this is fiction without any truth

All rudimentary and a little uncouth

But this was not to lead you astray

Just to share a realization i made today.