My heart aches so much to be loved and cherished
To have a spiritual connection
A magic spell of Sexual Chemistry and Intimacy
The love, the security, the passion, the emotion
The powerful strong bond ; a beautiful, pure & magical energy
That is what I crave
So much so, that it\'s what I sometimes focus on when I carry out my intimate pleasures
When I orgasm, it is an amazing feeling of release
Im flying high & I\'m free
Like a bird soaring over a cloud of emotions dancing
But then .....
The bird quickly begins to fall
Her wings are broken
She comes crashing down like a fallen angel
Emotions turn from orgasmic ecstasy
To suddenly feeling
deep sadness and loss
Tears roll down my hot flushed cheeks
When I\'m brought back to an earthly reality
only the feathers surround me
I lay there still
My heart still racing
Suddenly remembering
It was all just a fantasy