We sought to escape from the null that drags good men to sin
the blackest hand of matter
we hid in caves surrounded by candles, and watched light spread throughout the nihil we hid in
whispers came from the walls, inticing our fall
and try as we might to fight urges we didn\'t understand, many of us went out succumbed and passed
i hardly recognize them anymore
Jesus, I hardly recognize my self, as well
i prayed for relief from my depression
from this esoteric suffering
why is it so hard to find people that care?
that help you support your heavy cross on the way to your crucifixion
It\'s such a long road to Golgotha
I\'ve never felt so alone
now, I lay here on my back
and a vulture comes everyday to eat my liver
and every night it grows back
and I can only pray that one day it doesn\'t