I knew what I saw was not real
I knew hiding my feelings doesn\'t rid me of what i feel,
But being banished time and time again
To a prison that guarantees me years of misery and pain,
They say it\'s for your future you\'ve got to learn
Though I know staying here means I\'ll have no future at my turn,
The personsare so cold, mean and direct
One minute friends, harsh enemies the next,
They feed on your weakness, your every flaw
They bully you making you question is there a God,
Ive been in this prison, my sentence? FIVE.
God knows I\'ll never make it to the outside world emotionally, mentally or physically alive.