The shame I feel
Is the blade I fall upon everyday
Tearing my gut
And closing my lungs
I stand beside the flame, that is my life
Looking for warmth
But it slowly dissipates with the cold of death
My winter may come soon
For the time moves slower
And my mind moves in repeat of my crimes
My eyes become glowing orbs of fear
Showing there true nature for the first time
When life grows short
I no longer can wear my mask
Finally seeing who I truly am
Burn my bones
Desecrate my grave
For I do not want to be remember
I want no one to know my name
For I am my greatest hater
And for myself I will give no cares
This is my broken heart
Bleeding upon this page
For I cannot stop cursing my name
Trying to destroy my flame