NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

7th august 2017 !!!

Monday 7th august 2017
Raped all over again
By the same guy
In the pouring rain

He saw me by the river
Came over to me
I couldnt breathe
But that\'s what he couldn\'t see

We started talking
And ended up at a park
There was a hedge in there
Looked kinda dark

He took me in there
And started to touch me
I told him \"let\'s not\"
But he didn\'t leave me be

He pulled my pants down
Whenever I pulled them up
Got me against a tree
And told me to shut up

I told him it hurt and not to push
He said \"I\'ll make it fit\"
I just froze
And my heart dropped to bits

He did it without protection
So now I\'m fucking scared
With my gcse results in a few days
I still wasn\'t heard

Once he\'d done
And we walked out
He looked at me and smiled
But I kept my pout

He said to me
\"You look like you\'ve seen a ghost\"
I got angry And wanted to push him
into a fucking lamp post

He walked off and I was in tears
Called up my best friend
Crying down the phone
I told her \"this is the end\"

I told my mum
Tears rushing down my face
\"I can\'t believe he did this
He\'s such a fucking disgrace\"

Rape is never okay. Stop it now!