Am always thinking about you, no matter what I say, no matter how I act, no matter what I do, you are always in my thoughts. Despite the issues we are facing now, this nautical twilight time that seem endless at times. I pray for this to pass, and have you hold me in your arms. I want to feel the loving warmth of your body, it that has calm me time after time, it became my hobby. Even though this isn\'t getting better soon, I want you to know I feel as a fool. I can\'t get passed this, you seem not to end this. My love for you is great, it can take a beating and will not break. But if we are done, dont prolong the pain, just be honest with me, and try to stay friends.