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I was going to write a poem

I was going to write a poem

But I have nothing to say

The feelings that I feel

I\'ve felt them everyday.

I was going to write a poem

But then I stopped

Why do I have to rhyme 

every time I talk.

I was going to write a poem

And dress my feelings up

Make them sound not so bad

And honestly make them up.

I was going to write a poem

So this day wouldn\'t seem so bad

Even though I know deep down

I\'ll still be very sad.

I was going to write a poem

To say that I miss you

Living everyday without you

Has got me feeling blue.

I was going to write a poem

Make it sound thought out

When honestly I don\'t know how to 

Escape this emotional drought.

I was going to write a poem

To say that I am drained

It\'s too hard to fake

The thoughts within my brain.

I was going to write a poem

A story about you

How even on your death bed

You continually pursued.

I was going to write a poem

Saying you were gone

Talking about the life you lived

And the legacy you lead on.

I was going to write a poem

I was gonna say

I hope you have a happy

Heavenly Gotcha Day

I was going to write a poem

Saying that I\'m done

Telling the story I hate

Telling it to everyone.

I was going to write a poem

But my head just won\'t relax

I\'m getting mixed signals

Should I write or should I pass?