Misery Loves Company

notapoet

I sit watching and waiting, nerves tender to the touch

As anxiety and worry pound through my brain

And threaten to push their way out in the form of a hollow cry

Of anger and despair

 

I clutch my chest as if to prevent the blood

From leaking out from my now bleeding heart

 

Confusion and anger drove my fist to palm;

As if to pound out the reasons for each emotions existence,  

Knowing good and well how they were created

 

They were born into me after being raped

Of my once innocent mind

Impregnated with the lies and falseness of love

 

And now as my soul tries to abort the growing blackness within

My mind struggles to focus and come to terms that this reality is my own creation

 

So I continue to wait:

Eyes fixed on the clock and a hand ready for the phone

Wondering if my love will ever again come home.

  • Author: notapoet (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 5th, 2016 09:11
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 75
  • User favorite of this poem: Mumma T.
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Comments5

  • Mumma T

    Amazing words

    • notapoet

      Thank you for the read and taking time to comment, means a lot.NAP

    • P.H.Rose

      Bloody good poem NAP..
      Really enjoyed it. Well done !!

      • notapoet

        Appreciate the read and comment PHR means more than you know.

      • Christina8

        Wonderful piece of poetry! Really enjoyed reading. Thanks for sharing

        • notapoet

          No problem, thank you for giving it a read and always taking time to comment.. NAP

        • Tony36

          AWESOME!

          • notapoet

            Thank you sir!

            • Tony36

              Welcome

            • Augustus

              Doubt in your lovers devotion can be torture. You express the angst and confusion well.



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