Broken Wings

My heart aches so much to be loved and cherished

To have a spiritual connection

A magic spell of Sexual Chemistry and Intimacy

The love, the security, the passion, the emotion

The powerful strong bond ; a beautiful, pure & magical energy

That is what I crave

So much so, that it's what I sometimes focus on when I carry out my intimate pleasures 

When I orgasm, it is an amazing feeling of release 
Im flying high & I'm free

Like a bird soaring over a cloud of emotions dancing

But then .....

The bird quickly begins to fall
Her wings are broken
She comes crashing down like a fallen angel

Emotions turn from orgasmic ecstasy
To suddenly feeling
deep sadness and loss

Tears roll down my hot flushed cheeks
When I'm brought back to an earthly reality
only the feathers surround me

I lay there still
My heart still racing
Suddenly remembering

It was all just a fantasy