You left me, again

Light went dim
Everything was bright with him
Darkness fills the winter breeze
The ones he would put me at ease
Dark clouds filled the sky
He sat by me all night but was gone before the first raindrop hit the ground
Every teardrop they let down
Bright blue sky now, but hes still nowhere to be found.

Thru thick and thin
Dark and bright
Up and down
Thru rainstorms and sunshine
Smiles and frowns
Laughter and cries
In lows i searched
In weakness i yelled
In pain i cried...
My love for you died when you were only there through the highs 

Existed, never love
From your heart, not
Me, i bled aching love
To reach your guarded treasure chest
Oh, how blessed id feel
To only get a taste
Dessert i had before dinner
In punishment i get
For being such sinner
Every second of day,
I shall repay
My dues
To you
In silence
I fade away