22 Reasons To Regret

I can't eat
I won't sleep

I hate this
Knuckles red

My car is a death trap
I'm here to harness it

I could peel back all the hurt with just a gentle push
A crumpled car mends broken hearts
It's all that I deserve

You don't play god with goddesses
You'll only self destruct

I wish before the promises I saw what was to come

I'd never put you through this if I knew I'd bring the hurt

All I want in life
Is for you to smile

I just wish I could be the one

To hold you
Tell you everything's fine
Share a laugh
Smile 'till I was numb

I'm no longer the man you love
Because he'd never run

19 years young and full of love
I wish he would return