Crazy love

it's been days and I already miss you but I can't call or txt you cause I'm the one who left you cause at the time it was the right thing to do cause you wouldn't choose over me and some other dude so I choose for you and left without saying a word slammed my car door and looked at the front porch but you was still inside was you thinking then I forgot you don't chase after niggas so I left driving 40 trying to restrain my pain I didn't feel hate just betrayed how could this happen to me I know it was too good to be true so I called you but you still haven't choose and I knew I couldn't live without you friends and family said to find another being but I wanted you from the beginning so I choose you