Hello I am sorry for being absent from the poetic side to vent as I became homeless, no ride or job. I had to pull out of the black hole an within a MONTH I have gotten a place, a ride an a job! As I sob over my breakup I\'m free so happy and proud of me. My kids are my life nothing comes before the oxygen I breathe. It\'s been hard but I\'m strong as hell bet that because one day everything will be better then hell.