I wish everything could stop, and not exist for a while.
I wish I didn\'t have to breath, wasn\'t forced to smile.
What bliss to know, the next moment may not come.
What horror, if this bullshit life just goes on and on.
If only my brain could shut off, and let no thoughts escape.
If only my heart could pause, and perhaps stop the break.
No thoughts of worthlessness or feelings of shame.
No headache or heartache, loneliness, or pain.
I\'d give anything to be weightless, not tethered but fee.
I\'d give anything to be something, other than me.