I\'m blessed with the people I met in my life and I wish them the best.
But I don\'t belong here I have to get that off my chest.
I always been a fuck up. I know what you\'re thinking he should shut up, and stop bitching.
But I\'m wounded mentally a cut that can\'t be fixed by stiching.
Though I need my family .
If I\'m gone they\'d be $400,000 richer better off without me.
I have to reap what I have sown.
No one relates I\'m alone. How could you stay where you don\'t belong?
I been told to stay strong. But I can\'t help to notice they can\'t understand they\'re wrong.
It\'s not just this line of work.
I realized I don\'t really belong on earth.
Life is a gift, I fucked it up and made it a curse.
Losing me and I can\'t stop it they\'re on a roll and i won\'t stop them.
I love them with all my heart I just hope I won\'t be forgotten.
I\'ll tell you everything honest engrave that in my coffin.
One last meal with my love ones make it spaghetti.
Tell god or whoever is in charge end it I\'m ready.