From such a minuscule abstract that bares no resemblance to anything my life was so contrary to what was told to me
the struggle and hate and mistrust was abound in me. being judged ,labeled, scrutinised . It was all just a bother i saw
no light when other got thunderous applause.I was so full of doubt i thought the darkness would swallow me and spit me
out and make me even lesser than what i was to be it seemed.
And then it dawned on me that i was thinking to much of myself when the world is not just about me but about everything,
not just people but places, things, smells,sounds, it all was greater than what i had seen myself and i felt s small and happy
finally that the nothing i was became something that made everything so much bigger.