I can joke about my insecurities
I can point at them and laugh
I can say they are ridiculous
And play them off as silly on your behalf
But behind the funny words
That I use to hide away
I can feel the way they hurt
I can feel how much they weigh
I\'ll put on a confident smile
I\'ll poke fun at myself despite the pain
But I\'m deceiving everyone
To avoid having to explain