Every good moment fades
Even happiness losses it’s spark
Scared to love in fear of rejection
Afraid to live, to move on, to become me again
I’m so lost in memories that nothing seems real
Constantly caught in the mindset of it won’t last
Being happy is a terrifying feeling
Wondering when it will fall apart again
This world doesn’t exist
Only the remains of a reality that is falling apart
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to live