i never knew what it was like to be truly loved until you choose me
you told me that i was the only one you could ever imagine being with
that love only meant us
and that this was destiny
i remember lying in the grass that May evening
we had only been together a month
you were helping me study for my math final and
the wind kept blowing our hair in our faces
only for you to pull it back with your fingers
your eyes sparkled a stunning hazel
and your hands held my waist
like it was the only home they\'d ever known
completely and utterly
meant to be
i remember the drive to the park after our friend\'s funeral
how we talked about life and our future and
what it all meant
looking into each others eyes
scared at even the thought of losing what we had
to an inevitable death
i remember laughing until we couldn\'t breathe
i remember leaning into your shoulder crying on your nirvana t-shirt
i remember your body wrapping behind mine as we slept
the problem is
the memory of you is all i have
the real you is nowhere to be found
- do you remember me