I’m still that girl that deep down is lost
I wish I could really love another
But my now icy heart is covered in frost
So my soul now has to suffer
I tell them “I love you too”
Even tho we both know
That my aching heart tragically belongs to you
Eyes don’t lie and neither do kisses
I’ve nearly fooled them but just near misses
Ive tried so hard to fool myself so I don’t end up alone on that dreaded lonesome shelf
I’ve lost a few relationships because of you Along the way
Because I can’t give them what I want to give
So it’s not fair on them to let them stay
I wish I could truly love them but
My emotions won’t let me stray
It’s like Cupid’s arrow is stuck to the core
Of my heart and I’ve tried pulling it out
But it refuses to part
Like I’m connected to you through all of time
I hate love now it’s a cold case crime
If I never met you I wouldn’t of known real love
I could of been ignorantly happy most likely married now with children
I daydream what it would be like
If my heart had not of been stolen
Princes come to rescue me but I just want my king
I can’t fake or control my feelings
So lonely has now become my thing
In and out of relationships
That Each time I think maybe this is the actual one
The one that can save me and makes these strong ties to you undone
The one who can banish every trace of you
Make me forget about my trapped soul
The man who can make everything better
To make me content and finally whole
I can’t see the future but dear god I wish I could
To know if I can be happy without you
If I have a shot at feeling good
I fear that I’m stuck in this spell of needing you
Forever to be a single lost driftwood