You know what I realize?
I\'m quiet.
I\'m polite.
I\'m shy.
I\'m afraid to tell people how I really feel most of the time because I don\'t want them to be upset with me.
That\'s not healthy.
You know what else I\'ve realized?
Eventually, I will snap about a situation.
In some cases, I regret it.
In other cases, I don\'t.
It all depends on who the person/people involved is/are in general and how they\'ve treated me.
Treat me with kindness and respect and love?
Yeah, I\'ll regret going off on/about you because you\'re lovely.
I shouldn\'t have treated such a great person that way.
You didn’t deserve it, and I wish you nothing but the best.
But treat me with ignorance and disrespect and rudeness?
No, I won\'t feel bad about going off on/about you.
You deserved it, burn in hell for all I care.
And all of this goes unsaid and no one experiences it until they cross me.
People don’t realize how bitter and angry I can be.
All they see is the cutesy persona I display, and I’m okay with that.