Since they walked me into preschool,
all I could do is run.
The horizon only held fog,
dreams of what was beyond was all I had
these last few years I\'ve seen people leave
Dropping off that edge to a place I\'ve never been.
This year, its arrived.
I\'ve tripped back
and burned my heals
looking into the void
for my whole life
I\'ve been running
at what i thought was life
and even if where I am now
is known as the first stage
may of been a sea of blackness, and hate
but the few things I don\'t want to lose
a family
and someone to hold
if I jump to what is new
I may lose what is dark and damp
and gain happiness
but what if I lose
whats good here
there is a dark void
that tells me nothing
other than i have to step into it
willingly or not
so i have to brace myself now
wrap my arms around myself
take a deep breath
remember all I have
all I love
and all I don\'t
to place my toes at the edge of life
swallowing everything I know
and without any real choice
falling head first
screaming on the inside
withholding my fear
tomorrow I\'ll wake up
and have to be someone else
without ever figuring out
who I am here