ExistentialSarah

Shuffle Play Surrender

I shuffle play surrender to songs I\'ve never heard,

search for the meaning in any sound or word like it was meant just for me.

Tell me my future.

Will I be happy?

 

I skip songs I\'d normally play on repeat, ignoring the answer. 

Try to quiet the aching empty with drum beat epiphanies that drive me into feeling like anyone other than

This

A version of myself I don\'t miss when she leaves.

 

Fire Fire

Keystone!

Nightlight,

                falling   

                          into you

Mistakes like this.

Misguided Ghosts

One month (hilarious,  but true)

like GLASS

She shines

Oblivion.

 

Even shuffling,

Playing through,

The ironies absurd.

take title tracks and start to rap into random prophecy that only holds the weight I give it and

lend my soul to the journey.