No one ever told me it was my fault
Instead they look me in the eyes and say
you should have fought back
you should have know better than to drink
you should have screamed
you should have been smarter
you should have been more careful
you should have
you should have
you should have
my ex boy friend told me
if it really was rape
then im sorry
as if i don\'t know what rape is
as if the lines are a little too blurred
as if the police weren\'t involved so it didnt happen
im starting to doubt what really happened
some times i think i must have been asking for it
i put my self in compromising situations
and trust \"No\"
to save me
i consider a date
a compromising situation
I consider a few drinks
a compromising situation
I consider car rides
a compromising situation
and im tired of being afraid
sex with out dominance
feels like assault
making love sounds like a threat
no one ever told me it was my fault
but they say
I should have know better than to think
my body was my own