I don’t know what to do,
I don’t know what to say.
Just wish that I could figure out,
What makes me feel this way.
I try to move, try to run
Try to change, get nothing done
Stay in bed, but I don’t sleep,
Only move when I need to eat.
Feels like I’m stuck in the deepest hole,
But I’m the one who dug it.
Crying for someone to pull me out,
But eventually just say chuck it.
Why am I cursed with this state of mind?
Where can I find the strength to climb?
For now I’ll make this hole my home,
Or maybe around the globe I’ll roam.
But I’ll carry this pain wherever I go,
Unless I find the strength to grow.
Where will these demons take me next?
Well I guess I’ll never know...