Worse day of my life arguing with my head \' you should had heard all the shit the voices said \' I\'ve had enough don\'t want to be here no more \' take 200 tablets and die on the floor \' but it don\'t work wake up bad in a bed \' stuck to a machine being fed \' why can\'t I die I\'ve tried ten times \' sat here reading unknown ryhme s \' it\'s time now give everyone a break \' all you do is course heart ache \' but then I think of my girls and can\'t stop crying \' why am I here keep thinking about dieing \' they love me loads and really need me \' so why do I want to die on a tube that feeds me \' cus I\'m a cunt don\'t care about anyone \' this is why my time as to come \' but I do I love them more than you will ever know \' need to break away get you to leave my head alone somehow \' keep fuckin telling me I shouldn\'t be here \' who\'s gonna be there to catch my gigrls tear \' I\'ll never leave you I\'ll show you I\'m strong \' being your dad is where I belong \' so fuck you and fuck off I hope you all choke \' I\'m staying here for my girls my life ain\'t some joke \' I\'m going nowhere till I see them walk down the isle \' them I\'m ready to die in my sleep in style .