Sweet blade
Promising tangible pain
Its been awhile
Been doing just \'fine\'
Preparing dinner
Hidden despicable sinner
Trying to do what a good mother should
I hear you whisper for my blood
I caress you, push your edge against my skin
Wondering who this fight will win
Longing to tear myself apart
Distraction from my wretched heart
Strong, outspoken drama Queen
Never heard and never seen
Thought another knew her Truth
Delusions reveal he never saw you
Cast out as crazy, left for dead
Don\'t cry baby, noone believes what you said
Of course even now you elaborate your pain
Your emotions, your drama, your endlesness drain
Noone would even believe you\'re insane
It is all just choice, poetess\' game
If you wanted you could leave this behind
But the cassette\'s stuck in a loop and there is no rewind
The blade shouts that I\'m real
It reveals I can feel
But I put it away
For the sake of my children, here I must stay
But then there is always later tonight
Today and tomorrow and forever the fight