I didn’t notice the void settling in,
No eyes, no nose but a big grin
Every ounce of my being was taken
From my slumber I did not want to waken
Feeling is a long distant memory
Any feeling, not even sensory
Just a constant reminder that I am here
Among nobody dear
Vain attempts to feel something
Pain from hurting
Roars from starvation
What will stop this frustration?
Basic functions become chores
Outside, showering, closing doors
Pulling plugs, changing clothes
It seems anything goes,
“You respond quick”
Hope arises with every click
But I have nothing else to do
Except wait for the select few
“Can’t you go see you parents?”
I always get embarrassed,
No I can’t and my brother neither
He’s moving, he needs a breather
Other members, let’s see
Who else could it possibly be?
One side of the family is in mourning
My nephew, ladybirds we kept hoarding
You see I am very much alone,
Every time I message I hear you moan
And I’m sorry, for everything
You will no longer have to hear my ping