Flawless skin,

Bright eyes,

A few inches taller,

Thicker thighs,

Fuller lips,

A different nose,

Rounder hips,

Pretty nails,

Small waist,

Bouncy curls,

Bigger breasts,

Than most girls,

I wish to be beautiful,

Not for men to desire me,

Not to prove anything to other girls,

But for him to see me the way he sees her.

I used to think I looked fine,

But now he got me questioning.

It\'s not about what other guys tell me,

I wish he would see my worth,

But it\'s not gonna happen,

Nothing I could do about it.

The realization hits me like a hurricane,

All these things,

They\'re all just wishes.