I can still see your purple shirt
Smell the new leather scent of your skin
I can still feel the fear
Going down there is hard
I can still feel the pain
You ruined me
I can still see your purple shirt
The panic attacks soon follow
I can still feel the shaking
It haunts me to this day
I can still feel the blood
As it runs down my legs
I can still see your purple shirt
The one you wore that fearful day
I can still smell the oranges
That air freshener gives me nightmares
I can still smell the latex
God how I wish I was allergic
I can still see your purple shirt
The nightmares won\'t stop
I can still hear my screams
Everyone else was outside
I can still hear your voice
It makes me collapse into tears
I can still see your purple shirt
The smiling logo teasing me
I can still taste the dryness
From shouting and crying
I can still taste your skin
I can\'t wash it out
I can still see your purple shirt
Two whole years later
I can still remember the exact date
One week after my birthday
I can still remember the look on your face
Uncaring and emotionless
I can still see your purple shirt
And it will never go away.