misskay

Please dear lord...

We’re given pain

For lessons to gain

But I can’t stop questioning why

To my complete disappointment I then had to question the relationship of you and I 

I don’t understand 

why you gave me that man 

to break my heart numerous times

I prayed hard to you so much 

For him to grow up and be mine

 

Years later I still don’t know

The answers of the lesson

Or where to go..

Why haven’t you healed my aching heart

Why do I still want him if you made us part

 

Why do I still feel sad 

Why can’t I fall in love again

Why won’t you answer me

It’s making me mad!

 

Give me a sign

Tell me what to do

It’s all out of my control

It’s all down to you

Please Lord heal my soul

 

I’ve had enough hardship

I need this to end

Tell me the lesson

Please make me understand 

Or let the angels tell me

I’m begging you to give the order to send

Send someone, anyone to just make amends 

Guide me, console me 

Put a stop to my misery my lord

 

Amen