Anasyil

The Haunting, The Blessing

Past events returns

to haunt me during my wake.

Exhaustion weakens barriers;

insomnia encourages insanity.

This poor body

abused by the world.

Scars remind me

of traumatic events

that often takes over the mind.

The enemies of my past

returns to torment me 

as I work continuously.

Shall I die today? Tomorrow?

Will they return?

To destroyed my foundations of success?

I am so tired. I just want to sleep...

...these memories...

\"You will never succeed!\"

\"You will never become a doctor.\"

\"You are only wasting your time.\"

\"Writing is a waste of time.\"

\"You are only delaying graduation.\"

Negativity hurts. Shall I let it be?

I give up I will never give up.

Those monsters won will never win.

The past can never hurt me no more. 

I am proud of my achievements.

No matter how hard you tried,

I am still alive.

I am blessed to have supporters,

but I am thankful for my abusers

because they helped me

become the person I am today.

The past continues to haunts me no more.

I am happy. I am free.

I will eventually succeed 

just you wait and see.