They told me to be patient and wake up but inside I\'m dieing how much time will I take up.
Will i be too late I\'m only getting older and im wasting time being something I\'m not plus having that fear of ever being great.but to do this would it matter whats at stake.I got a plan ima do what it takes.
I always been a fuck up bound to be mistakes...
But I have one life i should do what feels right.but I always see negative outcomes not one horizon in sight.
looking to far into the future keeps me from taking that leap of faith.
but this is what I want and I\'m ready now to climb over the locked gate. Honestly biggest adversieres is myself and time it\'s a race.
If i lose i have a lifed filled with regret. All I have to do is start from scratch take it step by step. but sometimes things aren\'t that simple this isn\'t a video game with restart or reset.
The internal battle that will probably last for ages. I\'m sick of not being happy life about the risks no matter what the case is you got one life fuck everything else we find our opportunity and we have to take it.
There\'s more than just writing this I want to speak it in time my face turns blue. make videos that give you my artistic views. bout use my credit card to buy a mike and camera to presuit. I lost a piece of me how much more could I lose. If I stick to what I have now it\'s death I will choose. find your happiness and pursuit .