There is something about September
His birthday just passed me by
So strange that the past two weeks have been somewhat unlucky for me
The dragon and the dog
I guess that the Asians have always really known their shit
They have told me to beware, and they were absolutely correct
I don\'t want to just dismember his energy
I mean, I honestly fucking loved that guy and I know that he loved me too
Nothing more to do for us now but move forward, press on and I have been trying so damned hard to do so
Its like he wants to keep me hanging, if only by the most delicate, tiny thread
It feels like he loved me because I got him good drugs and gave him phenomenal head which is, sadly, the honest truth
And so it was, our connection
But, his Virgo earthiness must run rampant through his entire chart to not be able to ascertain his grasp upon his own sphere of emotions
I think he is one of the witches that he surrounds himself with which never helped matters in the slightest way
Shape-shifters changing form any time it suits them
Practicing the ancient arts only to feed their impoverished egos
Sociopaths with their greedy hands upon knowledge that they have clearly stolen, not learned
It is not at all surprising to me that so many bitches were burned upon stakes in Massachusetts
They really should have expanded their search
Got on boats and sailed across the seas to other lands, instead of staying stuck on stupid in New England
Especially, since the old one is precisely where most of those bitches were hiding out, existing under false pretenses
Identities bought with the riches made by deceiving the rest of the populace
Reptilians from Nibiru, who has returned to take them all away
Time is beyond ready to recapture them
They are not Gods, as they want to proclaim
They are behemoths
Blood thirsty, money hungry Euro-trash..
The ones with those nasty accents that my Virgo ex-lover was so enamored by
Denying his own roots just to fit in with a white trash society
I love him and I miss him so
Just a few months ago, or it\'s been nine actually..almost a year...anyway...we were solid...at least I thought so
I guess that God knows what he is doing, as well as what\'s really going on
I just wonder why so many have gotten so suddenly scared away..is it me?
Or is it because that I lose myself in the love of boys who have sociopath energy?
9/8/2018