Id call it a cliff hanger
but that would imply there was more to the story
that you didn\'t leave us dangling by our finger tips
with out a rope
that you didn\'t leave us in the middle of no where
with out a map
that would imply closure
I don\'t really know where to go from here
its been over a year now
my heart doesn\'t drop into my stomach
when I hear your name any more
the third passes by each month
and I don\'t even notice
I don\'t remember what your smile looks like
or the color of your eyes
I cant picture your face
I still call you my best friend
but I\'ve learned to apply past tense
I\'ve learned saying we will see you again
is a way of holding on longer than we should
I\'ve learned saying you aren\'t in pain any more
is a way of easing my own guilt
I\'ve learned time really does fly
but not just when your having fun
and loss is synonymous to empty
but I\'ve also learned to stop blaming myself
it didn\'t matter how many times i told you
I loved you
\\or it would get better
i couldn\'t change your mind
you were so anxious to see how your story ended
you skipped over the most important chapters
when you fell
there wasn\'t enough salt in the dead sea to make you float
you see I can\'t call it a cliff hanger
because there will never be
a sequel