i tend to wonder how many miles heaven is away from the earth. if i could call you & ask you what it\'s like, how would you describe it? if i have a dream & you\'re in it, is that really you? or are you in it because you\'ve been on my mind? i wonder if you have a nice house up there. if you have flowers planted in the yard like you did here. how you felt when you first saw God. if you\'re not only my mother but my gaurdian angel. sometimes i wish that i could book a flight to go see you. but i know you\'re always watching me & i\'ll forever be connected to you. i miss you as much as i love you.