One moment in the loud
but now
a moment in the silence
from shouting and screaming
to
silence and whispers
in my head
I can tell that something
is still here
still there
the sounds echoes
over and over
the beat of my heart of strings
I can\'t tell where went
right to wrong
or
wrong to right
I only know that we can do
difference
but we can\'t tell
until someone shouts it out
to our little rain clouds over us
to become brighter
and
to open our eyes in the presence
and
not the past
Because no matter it is all just an echo
that will continue until your peace is found
but even in the peace you will find the violence
from a tight hug to isolation for a minute
that can become days and weeks if left
by our mind
But even if it is a long period of pain
it is still a lullaby for our ears
to tell us that it is not the pain
but the progress of what happen
before it
So when the echoes stop
we can finally open our eyes
and
hear others once again
but no matter how many times
I\'m close to someone
hearing them say
\'\'I\'m here\'\'
I\'ll still hear the echoes
of my heart
and
the strings that gets pulled
to finally smile
I miss you
even if you are a voice
because your voice gives me peace
at least for the moment you are here
So don\'t worry
and
don\'t let the tears run dry like mine
because the rain drops shows you still
have something left
something i once said to myself
\'\'It is not the feeling of getting a partner that is called love\'\'
\'\'it is a feeling of accidentally finding a friend that your willing to spend you days with\'\'
\'\'For fun and not for lust\'\'
but in this echoes
many things strike me from all directions
but all that they have in common
is making my
go none stop
until i find my answer
to
have my peace
in my mind
in my heart
and
in my soul
So let me free
and
out of my head
my mind
-K4nki3