Cynthia

Empty

Sometimes I feel empty

like I\'m not really here

sometimes I feel broken

and I can\'t seem to heal

my heart is heavy

soul is missing

 

 I can\'t take this silent anymore

it\'s deafening

I feel so cold

like I never had a soul

It feels like my mind is gone

 

I\'m like a zombie

Not thinking

Not breathing

Just following my instincts

I feel like I\'m stuck in muck so deep it covers my face

 

I\'m trying to breathe but the muck invades my nose and mouth and fills my lungs

Am I dying?

Yes

I am dying a slow and painful death

 

I\'m dying on the inside

Dying on the outside

I\'m just an empty shell

 

All I am is empty

yes

I am empty.