Behind my blindfolded
bandage
is
still wounds that
can\'t be healed,
you know that
I have much to say
but keep it to myself,
there is much to say
between the moment
when I run away to the corner
spending my time in the silence.
But even tho the silence have kept me
safe
I still feel something inside that is aching,
that my heart is aching,
you might say is because i don\'t
sleep
or
drink the poison that i call Monster,
but don\'t worry is not any of those
is not anything at all
is just my heart aching for you,
wishing that you were here
to hear my words
behind the bandage
behind my eyes
in
my mind.
I know that you are willing to listen to me
but what can I do if the words don\'t reach out
and leave a vibration to come out of me,
even tho I wanna scream and shout the words out,
but what can I do other then wait for you.
No matter the distance
I will find my peace
by your side
even if it takes me years
to find my way to you
where i said
\'\'my home is your home\'\'
\'\'and\'\'
\'\'your home is my home\'\'
\'\'because you make me happy and safe\'\'
even if you say \'\'Is gonna be alright\'\'
I still wish i could see you next to me
having your arms around me,
saying the words I love you
like the words you say
\'\'You are stuck with me\'\'
and I\'ll answer
\'\'Yeah I know\'\'
like I usually do.
Even if my life has been cruel
to keep this thoughts
deep in me
you can still tell
that I have something to say
that I have something to scream out
just like the words \'\'I love you\'\'
and
that I\'ll always be by your side.
My Blomma,
my flower,
for every year that goes
I just wish that I can find a moment
to grow up next to you
where I belong
but for the moment
I\'ll send you words and meanings
to tell you how much I care
and
love you.
For now I\'ll be in my Isolation,
spending my time in my room,
until our next call where I can say
\'\'I will always love you\'\'
\'\'I\'ll always watch over you\'\'
\'\'and\'\'
\'\'I\'ll always stay here where I belong\'\'
\'\'from you dearest K4\'\'