I have no idea what I should do
I\'ve forgotten exactly what I feel for you
It doesn\'t mean I no longer care,
just that we both
have more to work out
When you wake in the morning
is your first thought about
Me or Her?
Could I even put you first?
Or would I only be holding you back,
just a tether to the bliss that couldn\'t possibly last?
Is my only appeal connected to
the weight of what\'s in front of you?
Are you only holding on to me
just to hold to anything?
I wish there was just a sliver of chance here
for us to explore the questions unanswered,
to see if we even could be something...
But the reality of it is
you have another life, another love,
someone else to think of.
I\'m not worth giving that up.
But of course I wish I was.