The rhythm of my heart
has gone silent
when or how
I don\'t know
but what I do know
is that my touch is not the same
my hands over my heart
feels like they are gone
like I\'m laying my hand over
a empty void of nothingness
I can\'t reach my feelings
that is locked in that numb chamber
feelings I wish I could express
without the feeling of faking it
even with the warmest hugs
from her
hearing the words
is gonna be alright
I\'m here for you
like you have been for me
even tho this words linger in my mind
they can\'t reach the locked keyhole to open my chamber
I want to express so much
but the more I do
the more feelings will go into the void
a void thats just gonna pile up and break me
a pile that is gonna flow out like a river
down my eyes
down my throat
making it harder to reach my breathe
because of all that is piled up
is blocking my lungs from the air
in all this emotion
it will all end up with my hands up to the sky
reaching out before losing my strength
this is my battlefield
where the one given mercy is a winner
then the one who takes
the necklace of thoughts
around their neck
with the last words
of confusion
our words should be honest and truthful
so that the last moment will be true to ourselves