Dear Best Friend,
I\'m sorry.
I\'m sorry that when I sat by your bed looking into your lost, wandering eyes I shed a tear.
I\'m sorry I couldn\'t do everything you wanted me to do to ease the pain.
The truth is I love you, I always will. But as time passes, your memories fade and mine become clearer than you can imagine.
I will live my life by the lessons you taught me, the inspiration you bestowed on me and the love that filled your heart.
I will not forget any moment we shared and every day, in every moment I will think of you.
I know you wouldn\'t want me to see you like this, so with that final kiss upon your forehead I will say goodbye. But my love, my angel it will not be forever as you will live on through my mind, my soul and my life.
We are so proud of what you have achieved, and how long you\'ve held on for.
I will look for that robin, nan, the one you always looked out for when missing grandad. And hopefully the day I see two together I will know you finally found eachother again.
My dearest,
I will miss you with everything I have.