the monsters are back
they are stronger than ever
they want to start another battle
but maybe instead of fighting,
i might just let them win this time
every inch of me was aching
every inch of me begging
but now i am numb
finding comfort in suffering
finding control in pain
but now my numbness is coming to an end
and im looking forward for it to end
at this moment,im braver than ever
number than ever
the monsters are haunting me now
but they cant forever
so i decide to wear a white dress
take a knife
get into the bath
and bring an end to my numbness, thinking i defeated them all