Saddened soul
Abandoned heart
Lost in a world
Of tear drops and scars
Happiness seems just way to far
Old wounds condemn me
Fresh ones keep me lost
The warrior with in me
Is starting to go soft
My inner fire is starting to dim weakened Mind set
Seems I just can\'t win
I\'m losing faith
A song bird without wings
Stuck on the ground but
Still trying to sing
Endless battles still fighting alone
Struggling in spirit and weary bones
This soldier girl only wants to set up a happy home
Live life with laughter with abundance of love
a family of her own
and blessings from above
Silently screaming with a crying soul
Yet I continue to trench through these dark rivers that flow
Praying for peace and love
And to not have them go
They can\'t see the emptiness I don\'t show
I live in my armor so they won\'t know
They won\'t understand as they are not me
And neither would I want them to be