Time has flown by
I push out a sigh
Look at the sky
Might even cry
Grow up and be
That which is me
Ready to see
Taking a knee
Done what was best
They gave me a test
Hurting my chest
Leaving the nest
I am who I am
Seen as a lamb
Was stuck in a jamb
Loving my fam.
I\'m sorry I left
Never been deft
Feels like a theft
Containing bereft
I\'m tired of sores
Seeping from pores
Too many lores
Want to be yours
Don\'t leave me alone
Hate I was shown
Already flown
To the unknown
I\'m lost in my heart
Please never part
Thought I was smart
Back at the start
I\'m sorry I\'m not
That which you fought
Need to be caught
From pain that is wrought
I\'m not very strong
You made me feel wrong
They\'re taking to long
Don\'t silent my song
You left me broken
But I have spoken
Gave me a token
And now I\'m awoken
I wish I was better
For the unwritten letter
Held in a fetter
Needing a petter
This is the end
I came to depend
Don\'t have a friend
I never blend
You know that it\'s true
Nothing is new
Following through
Photo askew
What is this pain
Pretending is vain
Feels like a drain
Kept in a chain
Know what I lost
I paid the cost
You I have crossed
All has been tossed
Why is what\'s real
Making me kneal
I don\'t want to feel
Slowly I peel
Maybe that\'s life
Always some strife
Hurts like a knife
And they are rife
What do you think
Make a small clink
Right at the brink
Ready to shrink
No one\'s at fault
Shut in a vault
Others exalt
I chose to halt
Maybe it\'s me
Not the right key
Deep as a sea
Let out a plea
Now seventeen
What does that mean
It\'s the same scene
Just bigger screen
Repressing what hurts
Gave you alerts
Comes out in spurts
Goes back and inverts
Coming undone
Sight there is none
This isn\'t fun
I want to run
Need to find out
That which I shout
Filled with such doubt
Darkness has sprout
All will fall apart
Breaking my heart
Fills up a chart
And where do I start